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17 May 2017 @ 01:32 pm
Thoughts  
I wonder what people will say about me when I'm gone. It's an odd, morbid thought to be sure, but there just comes a time when such things weigh on one's mind.

Naturally I would never know, unless things work a LOT different than usually believed. Man, I don't think I want to be a ghost just hanging around.

We all want to be thought well of. I would like to believe I've had an overall positive effect on the people I've known but then again, some seem to think I'm the biggest monster they've ever known, and for the life of me I have no idea that anything, any thing I've done deserved that kind of treatment.

I rather imagine the main comment will end up being "the guy just could never catch a break". And maybe that's not exactly fair, maybe phrasing it "couldn't really exploit and expand on what breaks he did catch" is more honest. I've been told I'm my own worst enemy and man, I've known that for a very long time. Doesn't seem to make a difference, something always goes wrong. I can do everything right down the line and it still goes wrong.

I guess some things are just not meant to be, huh?
 
 
 
(Anonymous) on May 23rd, 2017 01:22 pm (UTC)
(this is Dave)

I would think that anyone who thinks you're the biggest monster they've ever known needs to get out more and meet a better, more destructive class of monster, is what I think.
Steve Harrisontochiro998 on May 23rd, 2017 08:01 pm (UTC)
Hey.

I appreciate the vote of confidence. I do. I'm sure there'll be some tears, there may be some who go "Oh, yeah, him. huh." and maybe a footnote in America's anime history.

So many people I wish I could talk to.